A Wong Breakdown

Have you ever reached a point in your life where you felt stuck and didn’t know how to continue to move towards the next step in your life. Rather, you have many ideas or ways/opportunities to make a transition, but just where overwhelmed and then because all of the choices its created difficulty in making a decision. Maybe your like myself and heard many motivational speeches or talks to help change your mindset to make a difference and the only person to change your life is you. You may know all the answers, but you just had a moment, or maybe a few, where you just felt like giving up or you just don’t know what to do and are tired. Well today I had my breaking point. I was at work, as I go everyday, but today as I got in and just contemplated over everything in my life and my position I just couldn’t take it anymore. Lo and behold here comes the tears. It wasn’t water works, but yes I did get emotional – I’m not ashamed about it. You see I am a person who lives on the idea of having peace of mind and progression in my life. As of now, in my current job, I feel like I have hit my threshold and it’s time to make a move. My problem is that Im trying to tackle on many things at once trying to see which will be my golden egg or rather my purposed egg. I know for me, especially hearing this from many successful speeches, “not to be a jack of all trade”, but to focus on one thing before you branch out. I think the biggest thing in regards to that is I’m truly trying to change my income as well so I can have some more room to grow. So Im focused on my income which for me i think can cause some cloudiness in my thoughts. Another big point I think I need to learn for myself is learning to balance my work life situation so I can get to where I want to be. It’s not easy but I know that, as the saying goes, “if it were easy everybody would be doing it”. For me I’m not afraid of putting in the work its just I need to narrow down my focuses so I don’t feel overwhelmed and I can concentrate and produce greater work and really master a craft. Deep down I would love to consider myself as a master of a skill or truly confident in what I produce. I think one thing that I truly need to learn is how to make decisions and stick to them. A big attribute to master. A deeper issue I think I might be dealing with is an unknown fear I have to get under control. I’m trying to push myself though to get to a better me. At the end of the day I feel like giving up sometimes, but I still try to put one foot in front of the other. Have you ever had trouble similar to mine? Well the journey continues of the Wong life.

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